دانلود آهنگ CLOSE MY EYES 2
از Parker Jack

‘Bout time that I, I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I earned that yet? (Have I earned that yet?)
Have I earned that yet, yet, yet, yet? (Yet, yet, yet, yet)
I’m sorry to mom, I know that you’re sad
That I’m only callin’ when life’s gettin’ bad
The son that you wanted was not what you got
And the father I needed was not what I had
The life that we’re livin’, it broke us together
Meanwhile, I was wishin’ it’d hold us together
I’m sorry I’m down, I’m sorry I’m stressed
I’m fuckin’ my life up, I’ve been way too depressed
This is not us, definitely not me
This is not what I was wantin’ to be
I’m sorry I’m messin’ it up, and I’m stressin’ us both
With the pressure I’m holdin’ inside
I wanna die, but I don’t wanna leave
Just kill all the stress that I feel in my life
The person you knew wasn’t here, man, he died
I wish that you had a chance to say goodbye
I lost myself inside the life I love
Got knocked down and couldn’t climb back up
I’m sorry mom, I’m not the perfect son
Tried my best but now I think I’m done
I lost myself inside the life I love
Got knocked down and couldn’t climb back up
I’m sorry mom, I’m not the perfect son
Tried my best, but now I think (I’m done)
Feelin’ depressed, feel like I’m lesser
Feel like I’m not livin’ up to the measure
Feel the depression and the aggression
Of not bein’ enough when I look at myself
And if you only knew what I’m tellin’ myself
When I’m feelin’ blue and I dwell on myself
Sit in my room and put hell on myself
It’s nothin’ new, I’m not feelin’ myself, uh
Locked in my mind, and it feels like I’m dyin’
Fucked up inside, will I ever be fine? I don’t know, yeah
You know what it’s like when you feel like your heart skips a beat?
When you feel like your thoughts are on fuckin’ repeat?
And you’re askin’ “Why does it have to be me?” (Have to be me)
And I hope that I will get to
See the days when I’m not sad
And I hope I can find rest too
‘Bout time that I, I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I earned that yet? (Have I earned that yet?)
Have I earned that yet, yet, yet, yet? (Yet, yet, yet, yet)
‘Bout time that I, I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I earned that yet? (Have I earned that yet?)
Have I earned that yet, yet, yet, yet?
Yet, yet, yet, yet, yet