دانلود آهنگ I wish I was the same
از Parker Jack

Yeah
I also wish I was the same, but nowadays, I numb the pain
It hurts me when my mother came and told me she was wondering
If I’m still struggling and underneath I am
I’m just scared of her not loving me, a failure to my fam
So what’s the point of being me? What’s the point of trying?
When I tell you how I feel, you just tell me that I’m lying
When I hide behind those walls, it’s because I’m fuckin’ crying
Please don’t ask me to open up, ’cause I won’t know what to say
And don’t ask me for any trust; I just feel there’s no way
Every person that I dared broke it every single day
There’s no chance to rebuild it, they broke it every way
And I wish I was the person that I was yesterday
I also wish I was the same, but nowadays, I numb the pain
It hurts me when my mother came and told me she was wondering
If I’m still struggling and underneath I am
I’m just scared of her not loving me, a failure to my fam
So what’s the point of being me? What’s the point of trying?
When I tell you how I feel, you just tell me that I’m lying
When I hide behind those walls, it’s because I’m fuckin’ crying
And then I’ll tell you next time, I hope you don’t think I’m lying
And it’s hard to be me, and it’s hard not to care
And when I tell them about my problems, they can’t help but stare
And maybe I’m crazy, or maybe too aware
That this life is kinda shitty, I don’t really care
I’m just asking for the old me to please reappear
‘Cause I’m all out of gas and I don’t know how to steer
And anybody in my past, I wish you could hear
Then old me if you’re listening, I wish you were here
I also wish I was the same, but nowadays, I numb the pain
It hurts me when my mother came and told me she was wondering
If I’m still struggling and underneath I am
I’m just scared of her not loving me, a failure to my fam
So what’s the point of being me? What’s the point of trying?
When I tell you how I feel, you just tell me that I’m lying
When I hide behind those walls, it’s because I’m fuckin’ crying
And then I’ll tell you next time, I hope you don’t think I’m lying